i have to compete with Shamoo!

So I this has nothing to do with anything, I just thought it was kind of funny,

I was remembering that in sixth grade, I was about 5'4. the tallest girl in the 6th grade. well when I first walked into the class I heard everyone gasp and someone whisper "It's a giant..." I mean if that wasn't funny enough my nick name through Jr High was Tree.

Okay i'm done, I just thought that was hilarious!

So part of the reason why I am never on Live Journal is one, too busy, 
Two, I have nothing to write about, BUT today I have something. 
So as you all hopefully know, I quit Wendy's. After two years of my excellant service I finally quit.
I got tired of those bastards. 

Anyways I quickly found a new job at Mervyns.
Which, to my displeasure gives me NO hours. 
So that leaves me upset right now. Another reason why I am so depressed
is because I am looking for another job, I am getting some help from my old manager. 
He is now the manager at Starbucks, problem, he doesn't do the hiring so he 
tells them good things about me I guess so they'll hire me. 
But those fucking natzis won't hire me, I don't see why, I meet all of the qualifications. 

So I feel so miserable because I can't even get a fucking job even WITH help. 
So today I am out job hunting at restauraunts. Screw these starbucks fake assholes. 

SO that's pretty much the update on my life. Oh yes! I started College. I love it!
BUt I can't but feel that I am the third wheel
with my friends. 
I know I'm retarded BUt oh well. 
I just can't help that. Anyways I have to leave
and get on with that job hunting.

I don't know, but it feels like all of my friends are mad at me. 

One of them (who isn't my friend just claims to be) hates me becuase I finally told him, he creeps me out.... wouldn't you be creeped out if they followed you around and told you there life story about how depressed they are? i tried to help him with his depression, but you can't help someone if they don't want to be helped. So I think some of my friends are mad at me for telling him this. 

and I call my other friend today and she imediately pushes me off the phone and says she has to go. 

then her friend calls me like 30 times yesterday which was insane. My cell phone DOES NOT work. I cna't get calls. so when I check my missed calls and I see 30 missed calls that's insane! but I think that's why some of them are mad at me... whatever

So I can't figure it out, they are mad at me for some reason and I can't really figure it out. 

OH and on another note, I don't feel like going to work tonight cause I have to close with a manager who whines too much.

                   Happy fourth of July people!!! 



It was so awsome. so many ilegal fireworks in our neigborhood. they were really scary kind too. they would explode and it'd be really cool yet scary. i didn't get any sleep the past few days cause I've been up watching so many movies that I bought. 

anyways I was looking up what I did in the past years on July fourth, but all I found was a bunch of emo baby whiny crap. wow was I pathetic or what?

please tell me if you remember how cry baby I was. you know, when you get your heart broken it really turns you stupid. crazy huh. 

so i'm so exhausted and I'm sooo ready for bed, but I want to write a chapter for my story, but right now I'm too tired to think, so i think I will go on to bed. 

I just wanted to wish everyone a happy fourth of July, and let everyone know how cry baby i was months back, and wow, that was lame how I sounded. 


Like I think I wrote something along the lines of "My life is pretty much over, my heart has been torn out and I have nothing to look forword too. I'd kill myself but that's the pussy way out." 

Oh god! how annoying! just hearing those words come out of my mouth make me want to punch myself haha. 

Okay I'm done. I've embarressed myself way too much last year. at least I grew up!!

I had a good birthday. I had a seriously bad sinus infection, but all in all it was a good birthday. I got a buttload of movies that I'm quite happy of. 

SO I saw two new movies tonight. 

Hide and Seek and Secret WIndow. 

Both good movies, but what I thought was odd was that they were both... with kind of the same thing. where they had like multiple personalities or skitzofrantic or something like that. I really like secret window. 

But yeah, so my birthday was okay. I just have to go buy a lotery ticket, just cause I'm 18 and it'll be funny. 

anyways it's 2AM in the morning, my head is fuzzy, I'm trying to get a chapter to my story done, and my dog is freaking out over the fireworks, I have ants in my room, and I feel nasty. i need a shower. so i'm done talking. 

So I'm really upset that I only got ONE graduation card. 

I'm upset about that because I didn't even get a real graduation, just a word of congradulations, you've graduated. 

and I didn't do squat for my senior year. but that's cool, I guess I can make it up. 

So I went to my friends graduation party and I got treated like thier daughter too. I got hugs from her relatives and congradulations, I got cake and sung happy graduation by her family. that was really nice. 

I wish my family would do that. I wish they at least thought of getting me a card. 

Yes I know I'm emo and crying about nothing but to me, a card means a lot. 

anyways I painted a new painting. check it out so it'll cheer me up. 

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/34147856/

For those of you on my Journal who like Kingdom Hearts, you might want to read my story, It's a cutey story! awww, so anyways read if you like Kingdom Hearts and like Fanfiction.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2895840/1/

Oh yeah and don't forget to review and tell me what you think about it!

So that's all for now... nothing really important going on. Just work, and work.

Oh yeah I graduated high school YAY! *throws confetti*

Oh and I feel like saying hello to ALL of my fellow journal friends. so .... leave a message so I can write back and say Ello chappy! heheh okay bye bye I love alls.

I need to to talk to somebody really really bad. I don't know who to talk to right now, I feel disoriented. confused or something. but i really need to talk. e - mail me please someone.

My day was good. I got Zizzles.

So my favorite boss got fired today. And I'm really tired and kind of depressed but I dunno maybe I'll explain everything later. but I feel crappy. Just finished watching Lost and eating a bunch of lolipops oh and yeah... this guy who works with me asked me out, and I said no. quite frankly, I enjoy being single. I just feel really bad for my boss. what those bastards did to him was unfair. sooo... now I'm looking for a new job right away. fuck those bastards, I'm out of there.

Okay so I haven't updated in forever again. But I HAVE good news! I jsut saved a bunch of money on my art work! Okay not really but here is some drawings I did of Hermione. The one where she is on the ground unconcious is her in the fifth book when she gets his with a spell. sucks to be her! the one where she is standing is her when she is in her seventh year. it's for my new story. enjoy!




Oh and here is a random picture of me when I had my pink hair. and the paining is done my Miss Lisa Mahaffey.



Anyways people leave me comments! I miss everybody. Haven't talked to anyone in a long time. Us old people have to have fun sometimes too you know! Okay I'm so not old but who's counting? so um yeah anyways call me!! Let's go to dinner see a movie or something. spend the night at my house for christ sakes just talk to me! Urrrrrrrghhh! Love you all! MUAH!

Well I haven't updated in FOREVER! So here goes.... nothing new except work here and there. I am now curtesy Marshall at work hehe. my DM is still an asshole. I can't stand him. anyways that's about it. yeah boring ever.

oh yeah and add me on Myspace people!!

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=2737245&Mytoken=7341EC7A-5832-1415-CE4B650428D7496F63323134

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Yes we already know I am demented. and no she is not giving you the birdie. it jsut turned out that way. and no i don't know why I drew this. Oh and on lighter news.... I was so scared at work today. it was the scariest lightning storm and thunder with rain and everything in my entire life. it was right above us, and the lightning was HUGE!!! It was unbeleivable. the power everywhere kept going out. the streets were flooded and it was... wow. it was so scary. the stupid lightning kept hiting stuff near us it was terrifying. right now I'm listening to the lighting from far away and it's still loud! good god what is happening?

Here is a puuuuurty painting i did of a puuuurrrty mermaid! She's a birthday present so I can't have her though :'(!!! oh well hopefully her new owner will love her!

Well I went on vacation to ORegon. righteous stuff, very righteous. so then we come back and everythings is good. I work, come home hang out with Mandy and Doug, or just Mandy, or i'll hang out with AShley or Lisa. all good all good. but then Ashley and Lisa ask me to spend the night. well first of all I was too god damn tired to go over. ugh working late sucks. so I just wanted to go home and sleep. so then I never got a call from them but they said that I did. so anyways I figured they were asleep. and I didn't have any clothes to sleep in so I decided to just go home. they call me and say they are disgusted with me and that I am on thier ban list or some shit like that. and You know what? for once i'm not mad. they pull this kind of shit on me all the time. you know say they can't sleep at my house or they don't want to. so why should I feel guilty or hurt or mad? Until they get a job and knows what it feels like to come home tired then they have no right to bitch at me and even dare to tell me they are putting me on a "Ban List" what kind of bullshit is that? I need to hand out with better people now. People at work are so much better then dealing with this drama. ban list.... phh.

Anyways my dad's brithday was on AUgust 1st bought him like a shit load of b day gifts for halloween. 70 bucks!! geez!! but he DID say Mandy and i can have a halloween party this year so i'm down with that. TOm came home today so that was cool. got a bunch of cool stuff cause we went shopping. that was fun. oh and Mandy got called to go for an interview for Pimp My RIde. that show on MTV. so that'd be cool if she gets on that show. anyways I'll hit you guys up later with my life. stay young and beautiful! MUAH!

Look at my new icon! My sister made it for me. It was my mermaid pictures we took. so I am now a mermaid :)!!

Thanks to  mrs_weatherby  isn't it beautiful!?

I got off of work at 7 and now I'm totally bored. My two friends were suposed to come over and play a game with me but I can't find them so oh well. I seriously wish I had two other friends so everytime they flake out on me I have back up friends who will hang out with me. I asked my mom and dad if they would do something iwth me and they both don't want to so now I'm stuck.... all by myself this sucks.

"What Star Wars Character Are You?"

Obi-Wan Kenobi
You are a level headed person who uses the Force to compliment your natural talent